hissy fit.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!  THIS SUCKS!  I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE!  I DON'T WANNA!  I DON'T WANNA!  I JUST DON'T WANNA!!

it's so...all consuming.  EVERYTHING has to do with cancer or chemo or side effects.  i feel weird.  i have 5 hairs on my head.  i can't taste anything.  i weigh 23 pounds.  everything makes me tired.  i get stuck in the house every other week.

i'm so OVER it.









but i WILL.