today i feel like a cancer patient. yeah, yeah...i know i AM but until this point, i haven't really felt it. today i hurt all over from the shot that helps me crank out new blood cells, have a funny taste in my mouth sort of metallic and dry, and have no hair. see? cancer patient.
now, i'm not saying all this because i want people to feel sorry for me or whatever. i just...want to tell the truth. some days are better than others and this is definitely one that is NOT good. i took a shower and promptly landed in my recliner for a looooooong nap. i don't know that it's helped yet but maybe it'll kick in later.
my hair is weird. well, i should say lack of hair! i'm wearing a hat and it is HOT. but if i take it off, it's too cold. yes, i'm Goldilocks. ha! irony. my Little Dude doesn't like it at all can't say that i blame him! and wanted me to put on a hat or wig as soon as we got done shaving it off last night. and i've advised my family and friends who have small children that they should talk to the kids about what i'm going to look like. i mean, it's strange! i don't want to weird the kids out or anything, you know?
so today is a not so good day. no biggie. tomorrow is another day Scarlett O'Hara reference!! and hopefully it'll be a better one. i'm still in the palm of God's hand and i feel His healing power!
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