me? really?

i know, i know!  i've been slacking on the blog front.  but that's a good sign, right?  i've been SUPER duper busy!  getting things back to normal and whatnot, you know.  and i totally took week 16 hair update pics and just didn't have time to post them!  so things are going and going and going...

just to catch up...
-2 weekends ago we went to Atlanta for a family 10th anniversary trip.  it was SO great.  we did all sorts of things and had a ton of fun.  it's been a long time since we've been able to go like that and it was nice to enjoy time with my guys.
-i worked a lot last week.  filled in answering phones for a couple of days and also started back to cleaning my houses.  just a couple.  gotta build back up to doing all of them!  in fact, i only had 1 day last week where i didn't work!  that's a bit crazy for me!  but it was nice to get back into the swing of things.
-this past weekend was "J Day" weekend at the ol' college.  it was so great to see the girls and hang out!  i was also reminded of just how special it is to be a "Judson girl".  so great!

and now i'm here.  thinkin' about stuff.  uh oh.  it gets dangerous when i think!  haha!  thinkin' 'cause while i was at J Day, a friend said she's doing a women's conference and she'd like for me to come and share my testimony.  i agreed.  whoa.  um, y'all?  that's weird.  why?  well, 'cause i'm just not "that girl".  i don't "share my testimony" and stuff.  i'm not...good.  'cause, you know, folks who share like that are good.  and i'm sooooo NOT.  knowwhatimean?

here's the cool thing though...i shared this with my mother in law last night.  just came up in conversation.  again, kinda weird!  God.  He's darn cool.  she told me she's known for quite a while that was the reason for all of...well...this.  whoa.  really?!?  could've shared that with me ANY time!

so yeah.  i guess it's really me.  anybody else scared yet?  'cause i sure the heck am!